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a million ways of loving you.
waiting,
a past is in me. and now it's not going good.
convenient relationship. ouch!
desperation of buffet :)
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we're once a soldier in gay o rama !
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glad that i'm confused.
Sunday, January 20, 2008

the world has changed. alot. well, so am i... i have one serious problem; why go created me to over thinks? *whatever that word is* Each and every time a person thinks, his or her mind are set to only think moderately as in... well, i don't know. I'm having such a hard time here. wondering. gazing. thinking. or to make things easy, thinking way too much. people thinks I'm emo, or whatsoever... but I'm not. it's just that every single role in my life, i have to conclude or prepare a conclusion after I've done something.

and now. i have a new criteria, which is I'm confused in my relationship. or better, confused in gender loving. i like girls, i like guys. I'm bisexual. but i wanted to remove that feeling of loving more towards a guy.... why can't i be normal like others.. every night, i always prayed to Allah to make me as an ordinary human being. but instead, I'm still confused. AGAIN.
sigh...........................


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